Finally I create my personal blog here. Love to express about my life recently by using words. This blog enables me to review back my when I recover from my ill feeling. I feel deeper down past few days till now. I hate the environment all of sudden. Working life, living life and study life. My life is not even a proper life because I cant even know and control what am I thinking and doing. God, can you please listen my words and point me a direction. I will write down my daily feel to release my pain.