I was wondering why I am so pesimistic. I can't get out from the sadness. Always I stay in my own life which is unhealthy. I wish I my family are all beside me but no. I have grow up, need to be independent. I know but can I just act like a child, a child that will look for their parents if there are anything.
Tell you what! My application has been accepted by University of Portsmouth. I have decided to accept the offer tomorrow. Without bridging course, there is some spaces for me to breath. I wish this choice is correct. Hopefully by 27th June I can have a proper lifestyle which study and working in proper order as well as give me a space to breath out, which is blogger.
Missing home seriously. Miss the time make noice with siblings. Although we argue all the time but it is enjoyable. But now there is no time for us to argue. Haix. Oh. Not to forget, uncle is going back next week with his family. I am able to feel the excitment around them.
I love my papa and mama. I promise I will back frequently once I am free ♥